BEWARE: oldies NOT goodies

There are some really horrible people in this world and I’m finding one group very difficult to deal with for their brazen attacks on women and disgusting attitudes towards people.

If you are going about your life and trying to meet people and make friends, there is a group of people you need to be aware of. And old ladies who have no close friends but have been in the community for a long time, stay away from them. I have recently met about half a dozen of them and me in my stupidity was like, yeah lets be friends and go do stuff and stuff…. Well, BAD IDEA!!! The three types of them I have met are 1) closet racist white ladies who want to use terms like the N word because that group uses the term, so I should be able to. Even told by a person in that group that it was gross, she didn’t care and uses it every chance she gets, I imagine. 2) This lady has been with an abusive partner for most of her life, has no friends cuz…. well…. She actually defends the person in group 1 and wants to hang around the abusive bitch!!! Guess she has a type, if you abuse her, she will stick around… Can’t say much on this, I was this type out of high school, but I grew a pussy and learned to stand up for myself. Some people never get there. And that does not mean you need to be in their lives. When they figure out they are worth more than that and don’t deserve the abuse, maybe, but when they attach themselves to gross people and believe them over the ones that support and love them; then they are a gross person…. 3) This type just sticks their head in the sand, actually, they have their heads so far up their asses they can’t think straight. Ever heard the expression, if you don’t stand for something, you will fall for everything? That’s this group…. They will take anything group 1 says because they are idiots and have their heads up their asses and never think or stand for themselves. Some people in this group actually support the N word mentality and say they can use it cuz that’s what people use to describe themselves. It’s gross…. I don’t want any of these people in my circle of friends….

And allegedly, even though I have not been at this place since July, I have spread all sorts of gossip and ick about something, I have no idea. Cuz the dumb bitches don’t talk; they just say asshole things like I need a break from our friendship… Or I should amend that, they just spread gossip and lies and apparently have a hate hard on for me the size of Road Island. Even though less than 72 hours previous she sat at my kitchen table and told me how important I was and a lifeline to her in these rough times. Don’t need that, fed and entertained these people so much in my life and my house and they turn out to be disgusting. Have fun believing those lies… You will get caught in them soon too, but since you are playing the victim, it won’t be your fault… right!?!? (massive sarcasm here, fkn asshole people)

It’s really hard to want to reach out to people when you meet ones like this right in a row when you first start trying…. It’s really hard. They make you question your sanity in wanting to reach out and connect with people, in wanting to share my light with the world; but they will not win. For no matter what they do, you cannot keep me down!!!! So fuck all the way off and go live your horrid little lives and leave me out of it!

I will still fight for those without my privilege, but I don’t need to love everyone to do it and if some of them want to stay oppressed and not help their people, so be it… That’s on you, not me. SO grow a pussy and stop being a ball sack!