HATE HARD ONs

Don’t hurt yourself, you might be one of those people that can’t get enough of me… you wake up thinking about me, everything reminds you of me, and I’m the only light you have ever had in your life. When I’m gone your life is dark and meaningless, that’s on you. leave me out of it.

Because when I learn the truth about your true character and I walk away from your grossness; you develop this increasing need to seek me out, to find out what I’m doing, to blame your miserable pathetic loser life of me. You make up stories and read into everything because you are so insecure you have to suck up to the closest white guy so you feel safe, cuz that guy raped you… remember? maybe look at why you seek him out…

Fix you before you try anyone else and for crying out loud, AI is written by programmers like Elon Musk you dumb ass, if I wanted spiritual advice it wouldn’t be from that spiritless tiny prick; think for yourself you useless sack of meat.

To make up stupid ass stories so you think your life sounds better; those relationships you can’t maintain?? That’s on you. Never had deep meaningful relationships with women? that’s on you. your over 70 and are alone cuz you can’t control the guy you tried to control through marriage and your kids committed suicide? That’s on you, not me.

Look in the mirror and figure your shit out. You are responsible for you, nobody else. The reactions you have to people, that’s on you. If you are over 60 there is a hope that at some point you did some self reflection and you evolved. The sad part about the sad sad story of little tiny suzieQ is that she never evolved… She blames her mom for the men who raped her. And has never taken a moment to be mad at the men who raped her. She idolizes them. Maybe you remind her of them and that’s why she is always hitting on you or stroking your arm??? hmmmmmmmm……… She doesn’t get along with women and any time she talks about one in authority or who has confidence it’s a disgusting story about how they are emotionally unhinged… Every work with this bitch??? I think I have at a few jobs throughout my career and maybe an volunteer position….

Well, here’s the wakeup call – your life is pathetic because you are…..

Look at the choices you make and the people you surround yourself with… You chose those people, they are the ones that remind you of being raped… why would you choose that??? interesting option…. no wonder you are so miserable.

Or do they belittle and disrespect you daily or every few minutes and you let it happen? That’s a sad place to be. You formed those relationships and spent time with those people to be treated like shit…. You left behind the ones that loved you and nurtured you for ones that marginalize and demean you. That’s also on you.

So next time you want to tell the cops someone hurt your feelings, go fuck off and look in the mirror you useless sack of crap. EVOLVE.

And if you related to any of this. You have a hate HARD ON for someone.

p.s. written from Cleveland, maybe Narnia. 🙂