ICE murdering more americans…

I’m lost… truly, I’m not sure what to do with myself, I don’t want to go anywhere or engage with anyone. My anxiety is through the roof and I’ve been foolish enough to think I was safe in america. I’m not.. And if I’m not safe, being an old white lady, guess what…? You are not safe either.

I’m trying to find a way to help, I’m trying to find something I can do… I’m failing at all of it… Never before have I had to work so hard to find something to believe in.

You may wonder why I am struggling…. Well, look at the news or at least the news on tuesday night, for it was still playing then. I’m not sure how long it will play, seems renee good’s murder is already brushed under the rug of the pedophile regime. They lie about all of it and here they go again. Alex Pretti was murdered on saturday in minneapolis. I watched the video, did you? If you do not see it this way, then you did not watch the video and choose to take in the lies of the pedophile protectors. Alex was a nurse at the local VA. I watched him go to the aid of a woman that was brutally pushed by an ICE agent and then pepper sprayed. He was attempting to help her when the ICE brigade grabbed him and drug him away. They stripped him of the gun he was legally carrying, and then stripped him of his dignity as he was held down on the ground by half a dozen agents. Then, still being held on the ground; they stripped him of his life and shot him 10 times!!!! 10 fucking times!!! At point blank range in the back!!! While he was face down on the ground being held down by half a dozen masked and armed men. I watched it and rewatched it because I could not believe that happened on the streets on america in 2026.

And then I got every kind of email and petition you can get about it. And then I lost all hope. I mean, I have a cat named Hope. I got her a few years into my injury because the doctors said I would never recover. I needed hope, so I went and found her in a cat sanctuary. There is no way my hubby will let me get another cat, yet I fail to find any hope in our society. I watch democrat interviews about not being able to stop funding the terrorist organization called ice, but citizens need to protest and use their voice and blah, blah, blah. I have to use my voice and go out and stand up to ice in my neighborhood and get murdered for it, while the politicians sit in their cushy fucking offices and DO NOTHING TO STOP THE MURDER OF THE AMERICAN PEOPLE?!?!?!?!? And republicans, don’t get me fucking started on you assholes. You will be put in the history books as the most disgusting politicians in american history. and I hope your god is real, because you will burn in hell for what you have done to our country.

So, if you can find hope, please share, because I can’t find any. I see death and despair, I see the murdering of US citizens openly by our government, I see the death of free speech. I see the death of all my rights including those to my OWN FUCKING BODY. I see the people who are supposed to stand up and fight for our freedoms, turn tail and side with Nazi-ism as the new status-quo. I see us getting murdered standing up to the pedophile regime and then being labeled domestic terrorists as a result. Good people, with no investigation, minutes after being murdered, we are told they were lunatics? Now that’s some serious gaslighting and our government is doing it to us.

If you saw all that…. what would you do???