Nazi America… what now?

I honestly….. I just….. Well….

What do you say when the country you were born and raised in, the country that always stood up for the underdog, the country that on the world stage was the one that stood between fascism and freedom; what do you do when you see it become a fascist nation? I wonder if people realize that when they announced trump won the 2016 election, that was the day that started the downfall. See, it could have just been chalked up as a mistake, a one time blip on our great nation, a lapse of judgement, a really bad one night stand. But you asshole, pedophile loving, billionaire dick sucking, rapist, micro dick humans went and elected him again in 2024. And that’s when america ran into the nazi nation it is now. For it’s been a year the asshole pedophile has been in office and ICE is murdering us on the streets of our own country. And our government is running the nazi germany handbook on how to ruin a democracy becoming the biggest pushers of false rhetoric I have ever had the horror to witness.

Hindsight is a beautiful thing… I guess. I wasn’t really awake in 2016… My accident happened in 2015 and I spent much of the next years bouncing from one doctor to another and one excruciating test to another and I felt like the entire medical community was torturing me. They knew they were hurting me, because I would scream or have tears rolling down my eyes during the entire test; they didn’t fucking care. They sat there and watched me cry and struggle and I would go home and it would take months for me to recover from their tests. They didn’t care. You would think my family would care, afterall, you all keep saying ‘blood is thicker than water’. And keep telling me I only get one family. To which I say fuck all the way off. You see, I have seen their true colors; and for all of you that say blood is thicker than water, you should know the full phrase is the blood of the coven is thicker than the water of the womb. Thus essentially saying the exact opposite of what you are saying. It means, your chosen family is stronger than your biological family. And it’s so true. My hubby stayed with me through all of that, not one of my biological family walked with us. They tried to insert themselves in it, that’s for sure..

Let me try to explain. If you have ever had chronic pain, then you will get this quickly. Do you want to be reminded of it in every conversation how shitty that day is going with your chronic pain? Because if you didn’t notice, the fucking word CHRONIC!?!?!?!?!? It means all the fucking time! Not just every other minute, or every other hour; it means ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!! So, would you remind someone with say….. hmmmm…. cerebal palsy about their legs not working every time you saw them? Because that’s my asshole ‘step-father’. He walks on crutches and is constantly mad at his god and the world because his legs don’t work. Yet this asshole wants to ask me every day how my migraines are doing and how I am feeling about that….. fuck you John. And fuck my bitch of a fucking mom for taking his side and not the daughter she claims to have ‘special ordered from her god’. Side bar: If your god sent me to you; shouldn’t that say to you to FUCKING EVOLVE because I challenge your beliefs and asshole behavior?

Anyway, one of my brothers completely ridiculed by hubby for being my caregiver and basically completely taking care of me when I was helpless. My hubby could barely leave the house to get groceries, I was so dependent on help. Jason told my hubby that, as my brother, it was his duty to be my advocate and my hubby was doing a shitty job with it because I wasn’t fixed yet. Jason and I were close as kids; as close as you can be to an asshole younger brother who your dad loved and treated far better than you because he had dangly bits. Jesse was worse, much worse; I guess I chose the lesser of the two evils. But here is the kicker. For all his big speech about being my brother, when I said my hubby was doing a great job and it was the system that was flawed, Jason called me a bitch, went off on a rant, and I haven’t spoken to him since. My niece says he’s gotten therapy and he’s much better and a good guy now. I don’t believe it. First, his wife trapped him in their marriage by having a kid…. he is a cheater and I guess she wanted to keep him so she got pregnant; then told the whole family that’s what she did… Anyway, Never once has he reached out to apologize for that conversation. I was in year 2 of my brain injury, with no pain management yet, still getting tortured by doctors and not able to leave my bedroom. If it wasn’t for my hubby, I would be dead. And my asshole fucking brother Jason never once called, checked in, or helped with kind words, encouragement, or anything; Jason would have let me to die. SO fuck you with your biological family being strong crap.

Waking up to this world I see now they all would have let me die. By the way they voted, by their lack of interest, their lack of empathy, their lack of support. They did the worse thing you could do to a person, like sue and kat and carmen. They made you think they cared. And all they wanted was you to die horribly or suffer miserably because they are at the base of things, rotten humans.

Maybe there was never a free america… maybe it’s always been a lie and I believed the rhetoric that I was free.. And now that I have started my recovery and woken to this disgusting world after being out of it since 2015; I’m tired. I can’t imagine what it’s been like to fight all this since 2016. To be beat down, to have to hide yourself and your brilliance from the world. I see now why when I started at the Our Center I was such a ‘breathe of fresh air’. To those of you who’s kryptonite is rainbows and glitter, I am the storm; to those of you recognizing your sparkle by seeing it in someone else; RUN WITH THAT!!! For too long this world has thought it can take a person’s sparkle and extinguish it. Let’s change that narrative; rainbows and glitter can change the world; and I hope together we can do that for at least a few of us. To know it’s ok to be shiny and fuck everyone else who says we can’t. They don’t control me, don’t let them control you.

I heard a lot of gross rhetoric from this past weekend. One weekend and trump has threatened every country around us, denmark is saying they will shoot first and ask questions later ( our fucking allies!!!) because asshole fucking pedophile trump has threatened taking it over. Get this: even though the treaty we have with denmark says we can put any amount of bases we want on greenland; trump’s micro penis brigade keeps saying they will take it by force. It’s disgusting and exactly what hitler did, taking whatever he wanted. They are spreading gross and disgusting lies about Renee Good that set a disturbing precedence to make it ok to murder peaceful protesters. They will paint us all as insurrectionists, even though THEY stormed the capital on January 6th and THEY killed police officers, they were pardoned, if you are peaceful and against trump you will be murdered. Trump set them up to be able to murder all of us regardless of our rights, whether we are standing their peacefully or coming at them with a knife. He says murder is ok if you do it for the pedophile trump and his nazi nation.

And now the fucking asshole who murdered Nicole Good has a fucking GoFUndMe page. Jonathan Ross is a murderer and if you support that you are supporting a murderer who murdered a woman in cold blood for NO FUCKING REASON!!! There is a special place in hell for people like the ones who give this guy money, like funding a serial killer; he will turn into one if you make murdering us ok… sign here to get it taken down.

History will not remember ICE or the trump pedophile regime kindly. Like I said before, he wasn’t joking about what he has said. We will need a civil war to remove him from the white house he has already destroyed. The military are doing what he says and openly committing war crimes. He has his finger on nukes. Is fighting to let Elon Musk’s child pornography and hitler-esque AI to have unlimited control even in Europe. Threatening Europe if they don’t stop looking into it’s gross behavior in sexual harassment and child pornography. Are you surprised?? They were all on the island together. AI is only as good as the human who created it. And musk is a drug loving sycophant who wants all the money and everyone not him to suffer horribly. What do you think his AI will be like? You dumbasses.

That’s all to bury the epstein files under a big shit storm he creates. Did you know it’s $17 for a gallon of milk in alaska?!?!? And because of the billionaires stripping apart local fishing and bird habitats they are having to spend even more money of groceries and electricity?!?!? That’s what’s happening in the usa right now and peaceful protesters are being murdered in their vehicles while attempting to DRIVE AWAY from the guys with guns. That’s armed militia in our streets. And what are the democrats and republicans in washington doing!?!?!?!! not sure… I don’t see anything, but fuck I hope they are doing something…