not sure I can do it…

So… Over the past week; after the murder of Renee Good; I have been struggling…

When I look at Renee and the video of her laughing and joking around before she was murdered, and then what led up to her being murdered and then the response of the administration and ICE.

There is no remorse for this women’s murder by ICE or the pedophile regime. There is only an attitude from the administration and ICE of ‘yeah, we will do it again too and didn’t you learn your lesson from her murder?’ This is actually caught on tape. Comments made by masked, armed, and unidentifiable men in the streets of the USA. the audacity and lies and blatant racism caught on tape makes me sick. I want to cry for the america I grew up that my niece will never see. the america that said authority can’t go unchecked. That we have basic human rights to be treated with dignity and not be shot on the streets we live on by our own government for peacefully protesting. Fuck, I’m starting to understand, for some; the USA has always been like this…

They have criminalized this woman, threatened to investigate her wife; who BTW WATCHED HER WIFE MURDERED BY A MEMBER OF OUR GOVERNMENT, who should have been sworn to protect her, straight up murdered her. Called her a fucking bitch before he shot her in the head. pedophile trump wants us to think ICE is here in our communities to protect us, they are not. ICE is a terrorist organization operating on USA soil with the approval of the pedophile himself and all the pedophile lovers that support him.

I saw myself in Renee Good. As my closest friends have told me, they saw me in her too. I would go out and do exactly what she did if ICE were in my community. See, I can’t walk very well. I would stay in my car and heckle and block the way. They would have to arrest me or get me to move my vehicle to get to the people in my community. This is why I questioned the policy that the Our Center put up that they would let ICE in the building. Because I would not let them take anyone, because I know what they are doing is illegal and fear mongering. present the warrant, legally and without guns blazing and I will listen. Come at me like you are going to shoot or abduct me and I will fight back, identify yourself and treat me like a human being, and I will talk to you. And it’s policies like the Our Center’s ICE policy that got us here. I blame all of you that took it for granted they would behave and give us an ounce of dignity and respect. Good’s murder proved that is not the case.

See, if I stay online; I will only share my hate and anger. Because only 15 days into the new year, there is nothing good. pedophile trump and the pedophile regime will do everything to make us seem unhinged and rioters and violent. Keep playing that narrative and see what happens. I am only violent when you threaten me, as I am sure most americans are. See, as a woman, I always knew I had to fight my own fight. As a woman in corporate america, nobody was helping me fight the asshole men I had to work with. I had to break the glass ceiling, I had to demand better of my coworkers and the companies I worked for. I demanded ethics and morality I could live with, or I left. One company tried to make me lie to a customer about the products they were receiving from us. I refused and handed in my 2 weeks. They walked me out for my refusal. I was grateful not to be under their influence anymore. For the asshole owner and his nepo baby management team and sexist asshole heads of company, it was one of the best moves I ever made. My only regret is I didn’t contact that company they were lieing to and tell them everything. The only people I have ever been physically violent with are the men who have tried to kill me. Like the boyfriend who was trying to choke me to death, he got the nut shot with all the energy I had and I ran. And the next week my family let him sleep on their couch. Always knew my family hated me too, if I looked hard enough. Many examples like that and grosser…. and you people say blood is thicker than water and my biological family loves me. fuck off, they hate me. see, it’s not about what they say, it’s about what they do. They voted my rights away, they support a pedophile president, they invite the guy that woke me up by trying to choke me to death into their house and break bread with the motherfucker. That’s not love, that’s next level hate.

I see myself in Renee Good, I see them murdering me and I see it not changing a fucking thing in this asshole world. SO tell me, why would I stay? No wonder hitler took over germany; when they murder the ones you thought could help make a point, what’s the point?!?!? When your people vote in the racism and violence, what do you do?!?! When they weaponize the justice departments and the truth doesn’t matter, it’s about who gets the most media time because people won’t think for themselves and believe their own eyes when the videos are shown? This is the world ruled by elitist asshole pedophiles. Great job for electing the rapist, sexist, homophobic, pedophile, asshole. When history remembers all of you, it won’t be kindly.

maybe it won’t remember me kindly either… maybe I will be murdered at the next peaceful protest I attend because I insulted some tiny dick, sexist asshole that shouldn’t have a gun. Yup, I’ll tell him to fuck off and ask him if finding such a tiny dick makes it hard to piss every day. I will ask him if his partner finds it exhausting to stroke that tiny ego so they are not beaten due to your lack of empathy and humanity because you have micro-penis syndrome and can’t live with the shame?!?!? Yup, I would say that. And that micro-penis, racist, sexist, pedophile lover will murder me. And I will be dead for voicing my opinion in 2025 in the USA. Under a pedophile president…. what did you all think would happen? Of course the ones that speak out will be murdered. He’s a 32 count felon. He doesn’t care about the law.

THEY WILL MURDER ME!!! so why stay…. turns out.. because I have no choice but to share how gross this is, how it disgusts me that after fighting so hard to recover from my brain injury, the hardest thing I had ever done. It took me 8 years to start my recovery. 8 years of dark and quiet and not doing anything because everything hurt too much to move, the world was too loud, the paid too intense. And then I was able to start my recovery. Only to wake up to this world. After fighting so hard to not be sick, sometimes… I wonder what the point was. Because I don’t believe in your god, I’m not sure there is a point. But if I don’t keep telling the truth and share how gross this world is to wake up to, since my accident was pre-trump pedophile regime (2015); I’m not sure I will be able to live with myself.

So… no telling if I will be murdered before my next post… good luck out there. we are going to need a miracle, more like 100, NATO involvement, dems to pull their heads out of their ass and refuse money to the terrorist organization operating on USA soil with the permission of them and the pedophile regime, ICE..

I’m an American citizen, born and fucking raised. And although my skin may not be as white as yours, and I don’t have dangly bits; I do have BDE, and I bet mine is bigger than yours. So fuck all the way off and get your racist, sexist, tiny penis self back to your video games and stop fucking up my country. A real person will never have sex with you, that’s why you have to strut around with a mask on and a gun raised because you are that fucking pathetic.